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Sunday, March 19, 2006


Personality Test@5:26 PM

TYPE B

You are a more active person, drawing a clear line between happiness and unhappiness. You are more quick-tempered. If you encounter things you like, you will do it without second thought. But once you encounter things that you hate, you will wish to get out of it as soon as possible. As you are a person of your own views, the friends you tend to have will be of the same pattern. But once good friends, you will understand them a lot and go all the way to help then. Friends are very dependent on you. As you are too emotional, you may make a storm out of a teacup wit! h your friends. You must learn to do things in order and not give up easily. You can try making friends with those you don't think you can get along with, don't stick with the same category. This will make you more popular and charming. ?

the hightlighted words is quite true...


{Laugh as much as you breathe and love as long as you live}

Friday, March 10, 2006


爷爷@12:00 AM

1998年 爷爷动了心脏手术
2000年爷爷动了切除前列腺手术
2003年发现有血糖偏高的现象
2005年九月医生证实他患上大肠癌第三期
2005年11月电疗引发心脏衰竭, 只剩20%操作能力

能做的我们都做了,有机食品,电疗,中药,只要有人介绍我们都会尝试,
我们也知道毕竟爷爷老了,终究他会离开我们。
家里的每一个人都很难过,但我们都做了最坏的打算,
现在我们可以做的就是多陪陪他,告诉他我们都长大了会自爱,
希望他可以没有牵挂的离开。

爷爷每天在房间的时候,其实我都很想进去陪陪他
可是我不敢,看着他瘦弱的身躯,我无法接受也无法面对。

20年了,这一次回去我告诉自己,
如果我什么都不做,也许以后也没得做了。
20年了, 我第一次帮爷爷剪指甲。
我不敢直视他的眼睛,但我知道他在流泪,
我默默的剪着,
泪也轻轻流着.....

回来之前的那晚,奶奶叫我进房,
爷爷牵着我的手,用着微弱的气息开始跟我说话
第一句话竟然是"爷爷对不起你"
我愣住了......
就只有我们两个人, 聊了两小时
他没什么力气所以大部分都是我在跟他讲以前的事.
原来我在他心目中是.......
这是我和爷爷的秘密.

爷爷, 希望你能坚强的走完你省下的日子.
如果可以下辈子我还要做你的孙子.

爷爷, 我爱你!


{Laugh as much as you breathe and love as long as you live}

Saturday, March 04, 2006


大城市有什么大不了@11:25 AM

大城市什么都多

车多
人多
烟雾多
细菌多
感染多
压力多
烦恼多
花的钱更多.

来吉隆坡到已经 快两年了,
地震
烟雾
禽流感
都遇上了...
住在柔佛的家人都没有这种烦恼
现在连最基本的食水都有问题
食水= 屎水

想像不到我有多么痛苦, 就请你用大便拌水,
然后用这些水刷牙, 洗脸, 洗衣........
连空气里都弥漫着屎味 ...

回到家真好, 虽然4 个半小时的车程并不好过,
但我心肝情愿
至少我可以大口大口的呼吸, 最重要用干净的水冲凉!!!


{Laugh as much as you breathe and love as long as you live}


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怡然轩
心情的记录。
成长的见证。
真心的分享。
没有压力,写我思。写我想
体重永远是我最大的尅星但其实我也不太在意
家人和朋友是我最大的依靠但其实我想他们依靠我
希望生活里的每一个角色
我都可以做的最好

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