1. I am out of school and jobless.

2. I like to plan ahead but I realized it wasn’t good in every situation. Things change.

3. I am very result oriented. It does not work on my diet programme

4. I am allergy to prawn, lobster and crabby...how bad? My throat get very itchy and I cant breathe properly many years back

5. My maths just sucks …

6. I am a Buddhist and I believe in Karma, that’s why I always practice loving kindness but I just cant help to curse when I met evil people

7. I am very straightforward. I can’t hold to tell you if I think you are wrong or you misunderstood me.

8. I look kind but if you do something bad to me … I am a tiger inside

9. Family+deear+friends= awesome. I really treasure them.

10. I love travel. target AT LEAST once a year

11. My dream holiday is at Santorini Island - Greece.

12. I love dolphin very much. Bring me to see them, I will promise you anything.

13. I can’t dance. I tried and I look funny but i had a wild thoughts which is perform to my guest on my wedding reception...

14. I can cook and bake. If i am rich to retire before 40 i want to open a cafe sell my pineapple tarts and cookies:)

15. I love to sing.

16. I get sick very easily. I really mean it.

17. I earn to shop(although i dun earn yet:)) . Money that you spend belongs to you. Money that you save belongs to bank (quoted: Mr Soh)

18. I dun like sweet stuff as compare to salty food. I rather choose mushroom soup than a mudpie or brownie

19. I can’t finish a McDonald ice-cream cone on my own. Either shared it or I throw it away.

20. I am a veggie lover but I wonder why it doesn’t help on my weight again

21. I choose jewelry by design not the diamond size. I dun like big diamond YET. Might change my mind in future.

22. I am an organ donor.

23. I want to have more than 2 kids in future.

24. The topic of marriage comes to me very often recently

25. I need to continue my job search after this post.

{Laugh as much as you breathe and love as long as you live}




“我能怎样，都习惯了”

你每次说这句话的时候
我心里就会说声对不起

对不起

很挣扎我的坚持是否值得

{Laugh as much as you breathe and love as long as you live}




曾几何时
开学期盼着放假
每天睡到自然醒
没有功课每天逛街
无限自由时间
上facebook 八卦
写部落格

现在的我我每天都可以做这些事
做到很讨厌自己
每天醒来
第一件事 就是查email
17email in your mail box
多么期待 ...
有那么1-2封是job application 的reply
妈的 都是facebook

虽然我很幸福
但我还不至于败家到
勇敢的购物逛街看戏唱k
最好足不出户shopping mall的诱惑太多
而我又是那种没买东西会心情不好的人

因为我的第一个面试
家人都很雀跃
但是他们都不敢给我任何压力
interview算顺利
可是还是那句老话等通知

爸爸说不用急反正我也养你20多年了
你回来啦。。。不然你去旅行咯
不是你不好。。。知道吗？
爸爸知道行情多坏

我对现在的日子一点也不enjoy
一点也不

不是说虎年我有贵人的吗？
你在哪里？

Labels: emo, family, life

{Laugh as much as you breathe and love as long as you live}




在我万念俱灰的时候
我被叫去应征了
晚上12.30分看到邮箱里的email
真想打电话给爸爸
兴奋得失眠
好像她请我了一样！
30封求职信
加上 MALAYSIAN 又是fresh graduate
每个interview不管有没有被录取
都是一个经验

我很感恩了！
拿出我的自信
加油咯！

{Laugh as much as you breathe and love as long as you live}




飞机场-承载千万梦想起飞的地方
是冲上云霄的影响吗？也许吧？
你这次回来，我们去了3趟飞机场。。。
送你是第四趟
但是我真的不喜欢送机。。。
这次我没有哭。。。
因为澳洲和新加坡的距离
对我们而言

是

屁

要加油哦！
好好的享受你在象牙塔的最后时光
爱你哦！

Labels: sisterhood

{Laugh as much as you breathe and love as long as you live}




还找不到工作
2个星期了 虽然不长 对我来说 度日如年
我真的不enjoy呆在家的日子
好像柱米虫
周遭的朋友说 2-3个月的失业期很正常
屁勒

爸爸说 不要找了 回来吧
感动 眼泪掉了下来
爸 谢谢你
我会加油的

{Laugh as much as you breathe and love as long as you live}




[Verse 1:]
There's no combination of words
I could put on the back of a postcard,
No song that I could sing
But I can try for your heart,
Our dreams, and they are made out of real things,
Like a shoebox of photographs,
With sepiatone loving,
Love is the answer
At least for most of the questions in my heart ,
Like why are we here? And where do we go?
And how come it's so hard?
It's not always easy,
And sometimes life can be deceiving,
I'll tell you one thing, its always better when we're together

[Chorus:]
MMM, it's always better when we're together
Yeah, we'll look at the stars when we're together
Well, it's always better when we're together
Yeah, it's always better when we're together

[Verse 2:]
And all of these moments
Just might find their way into my dreams tonight
But I know that they'll be gone,
When the morning light sings
And brings new things,
But tomorrow night you see
That they'll be gone too,
Too many things I have to do,
But if all of these dreams might find their way
Into my day to day scene
I'll be under the impression,
I was somewhere in-between
With only two,
Just me and you
Not so many things we got to do,
Or places we got to be
We'll sit beneath the mango tree now

Yeah, it's always better when we're together
MMM, We're somewhere in-between together
Well, it's always better when we're together
Yeah, it's always better when we're together

Mmmmm Mmmmm Mmmmm
I believe in memories
They look so, so pretty when I sleep
Hey now, and when, and when I wake up,
You look so pretty sleeping next to me
But there is not enough time,
And there is no, no song I could sing
And there is no combination of words I could say
But I will still tell you one thing,
We're better together

**********************************
The first time i heard this song... I know i gonna love it
he sing into my heart
and i really hope one day not long later

we can be together again
somewhere

Labels: deear, song

{Laugh as much as you breathe and love as long as you live}








感恩我们还有这样的机会还有我好客的姑姑
收容了我，还有我的好朋友
再睡在一起，一起煮快熟面， 一起逛街，一起唱k，一起八卦，一起聊通宵， 一起庆祝生日
就好像回到在college的生活。。。那么精彩！
还记着彼此龟毛的小习惯，还记得彼此爱唱的歌， 还记得很多很多
一起慢慢回味，那时候的我们可以那么疯狂
一起感叹岁月不留人，一起埋怨生活上的不如意
然后再以坚定的眼神彼此鼓励！


反复的看着照片
为了谈天都没睡上几个小时的我们
脸上没有一点倦容。。。敬业的招牌笑容
谢谢你们满足了我的下午茶梦
跟你们飚歌真的很high
很后悔那天唱k 没有点张惠妹的姐妹！

我们的common friend
来来去去变成seasonal friend
连M小姐都六亲不认了
大家都在感叹着朋友越来越少
人老了没有太多心力去维持

别担心对方的底我们都了如指掌
说话不用小心翼翼 放屁不用讲 excuse me
这样的我们 会一直

sister 下去
爱你们哦！

Labels: life, sisterhood, sweetmemory

{Laugh as much as you breathe and love as long as you live}




这是我们一起度过的第三个情人节
基本上我们不削这个节日 哈哈
第一年有点生气 因为觉得deear没有在在意这个日子
记忆中因为很多餐厅都排队 不知道是肚子饿
还是看着别人手上的玫瑰 还要装做一点也不在乎的样子
毕竟是我们的第一个情人节嘛
总觉得他会给什么意外惊喜
希望越大。失望越大
我莫名其妙跟他发脾气竟然吵了一架

后来记得他对我说：“我又不是在这天特别爱你”
想想也对。。。后来我们都不庆祝情人节
这个日子太商业化了 而且也不属于我们啊
两个人 在一起 开心相爱 天天都是情人节

礼物。惊喜。晚餐
都留在纪念日和我们的生日
330 才是值得我们庆祝的日子

2009 年 我们的4周年哦！



deear 爱你哦

Labels: deear

{Laugh as much as you breathe and love as long as you live}






We will always be there for each other ok?
It is a promise.
OUR promise.
FOREVER.

{Laugh as much as you breathe and love as long as you live}




RECESSION这个字听到我怕。。。

回来3天了resume一直在修改
虽然还不是正式开始找工但是还是会留意
jobstreet...job central...jobDB的网站
报纸在F1之前classified还是厚厚的
现在翻来翻去不过两面。。。
悲哀

以为出去走走
看看大家还在消费
可以暂时忘却找不到工的恐惧
怎知道连NTUC帮人称重的大婶
也在跟其他师奶讨论着他们的女儿也在找工
有人说2010年才复苏
有人说叫他们再继续升学
有人说不能怪他们找不到
。。。
听不下。。我拔腿就逃

有没有一个老板会读到这片文章？
请我吧？ 我主修 one leg kick 的
哈哈

Labels: blue mood, daily, life

{Laugh as much as you breathe and love as long as you live}




是不是 不该有那么多计划
是不是 不该把自己绷的那么紧
是不是 不应该有那么大的期望
是不是 我考虑得太多
是不是 我的错

担心自己不能面面俱到
担心让别人失望
害怕面对因为只有一个ending
而我只希望那时个happy ending
可能我一直忽略了自己
可能觉得付出被否定
所以这次眼泪才会决堤

{Laugh as much as you breathe and love as long as you live}




其实我很讨厌新年歌
一听就头痛
可是ASTRO的大合唱--庆祝
真的让我感觉到新年团聚的气氛
对朋友家人能团圆的一份感恩
**********************************
绽放了你的微笑
来庆祝新年到

传统的节日你别忘了
在妈妈的怀抱

她哼的新年歌谣
每一字一句

还在耳边绕
不管男女老少

接过了大红包
恭喜你祝福你
少不了

年初一到元宵
处处都是好预兆

吃口年糕
你我会步步高

春来到

画个圈圈做记号

年年都来庆团圆
好不好


相约好
从今以后直到老

我们都要记住这一朝
嘿嘿

**来庆祝
来祝福
所有思念来倾诉
一年又一年
不管多忙碌
家中有等你回家的父母
就是最大的财富

来庆祝
来祝福
老朋友一起欢呼
经过这些年
从逢就满足

前尘和往事都历历在目
原来已经值得庆祝
原来已经值得庆祝
*******************************
一顿团圆饭
声声鞭炮声
无数的祝语
黄梨塔肉干红包
很快的这个新年快来到尾声了
大家也回到了工作岗位

除了年二八和“梅花党”的聚会（其实像是运动会）
这个新年我过得像宅女
没有到跟朋友到处拜年
没有参加大型聚会
只约了三五好友小聚
难怪人越大朋友圈越小
but who cares 留下的才是true friend

新年前就决定 要好好的陪陪家人
可能老了 真的我已经23了（我一直停留在21）
突然觉得跟家人spend quality time 很重要
不是在我家就是他家
今年麻将成为凝聚一家人大功臣 哈哈
我妈和3个妹还有一个弟
在我们的熏陶之下一天内 都学成下山了

这个新年我也看了两部电影
bride war 很好看 很girl的一部戏
讲述每个女人对自己婚礼的渴望
很dreamy的一部戏

大喜事
没有什么storyline也没有笑点
只是男的帅女的美

**********************
看了很多生肖和 星座运程
今年的我事业运不错哦
还说有贵人扶持
我的贵人啊！不要躲起来哦！
真的希望快点找到工作
有寄托我就不会胡思乱想

加油！ aza aza FIGHTING!

Labels: new year, revolution

{Laugh as much as you breathe and love as long as you live}

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