RECESSION这个字听到我怕。。。

回来3天了resume一直在修改
虽然还不是正式开始找工但是还是会留意
jobstreet...job central...jobDB的网站
报纸在F1之前classified还是厚厚的
现在翻来翻去不过两面。。。
悲哀

以为出去走走
看看大家还在消费
可以暂时忘却找不到工的恐惧
怎知道连NTUC帮人称重的大婶
也在跟其他师奶讨论着他们的女儿也在找工
有人说2010年才复苏
有人说叫他们再继续升学
有人说不能怪他们找不到
。。。
听不下。。我拔腿就逃

有没有一个老板会读到这片文章？
请我吧？ 我主修 one leg kick 的
哈哈

Labels: blue mood, daily, life

{Laugh as much as you breathe and love as long as you live}




有生命的都会有情绪
烦躁 郁闷
开心 失落
都是情绪的体现

今天的我怎么了？
心情很不好 还很想哭
头脑里什么都不想 还是很烦
头好痛
眼泪一触即发
哭完了也不知道问什么
好恐怖

我本来就是个泪腺发达的人
哭得没有原因这还是第一次
是太压抑压力太大
还是刚好大姨妈来
。。。

希望笑容赶快回来
deear 对不起
知道我很无厘头。。。
你没错 只是睡太久 我找不到你。。。

Labels: blue mood, emo

{Laugh as much as you breathe and love as long as you live}




女孩子都希望男朋友对自己关心体贴
比如一些问候关心的话之类的
你总觉得说关心和重视是要放在心里的
不要总挂在嘴上,不要总那么在乎形式上的表面上的东西
两个人互相心里有对方就可以了
我错了吗？
狮子座的理性
处女座的浪漫
是没有平衡点的

关心不用小心翼翼
关心不用定时限定
关心是一颗心
系者另一颗心

再细心的男人也会忽略很多东西
我告诉自己不要太在乎
你对我一次的好足以让我回味一辈子
跟你之间的争吵常常下一秒就忘记

体谅你压力太大
体谅我荷尔蒙失调
让我发发牢骚撒撒娇
希望你entertain 我一下
好吗？

爱你哦

Labels: blue mood, deear

{Laugh as much as you breathe and love as long as you live}




When I am gloomy

I turn around I have no one to go to.

I am no strong at all.

When I told you I am fine. In fact I am not.

I am too hard to understand.

I know. Even for myself.

Buddha please blessed me with strength.

I will get myself out of this.

I can. I will get out. I have to.

Labels: blue mood, goal to reach

{Laugh as much as you breathe and love as long as you live}




人病 我一定病
我今天已经用了大半盒的纸巾了 。。。
妈咪常说我没用
人长得那么大。。。其实是胖
却一点抵抗力也没有
比别人容易受感染
平均我2-3个月一定会生病
身体的免疫能力却无法自愈
得依赖药物好讨厌啊！

现在鼻子好像水龙头
昏昏沉沉的，头重脚轻
。。。什么也做不了
睡也睡不着
讨厌啦。。。很辛苦
还有一堆功课

Labels: blue mood, life

{Laugh as much as you breathe and love as long as you live}




莫名其妙-我竟然跟吃醋

哈哈名副其实吃姜醋。。。

其实她真的有比我美

讨厌.

但至少我承认。

我吃醋。

Labels: blue mood, deear

{Laugh as much as you breathe and love as long as you live}






it seem so far for me to reach

Labels: blue mood

{Laugh as much as you breathe and love as long as you live}




been on msn so often recently
i think it is very common to ask question like:
how is your life {love life, Uni life, everyday living or whatever)
I am envy those who really have a Uni life and the experience of meeting new people
while i am losing my interest in study day by day..

Current goal is to graduate and get a job...
I need to apply what i learn, not just study
an old man quotes XXX say communication is XXX
I am study communication not law or account

I wont force myself to like this place
But i will get my way to survive here
Spend my youth, Get experience, Earn $$$
and go somewhere i can have life...

timeline: 4 years from 2008

Labels: blue mood

{Laugh as much as you breathe and love as long as you live}




我的心
留在那个倒数的夜晚
留在那超好天气的圣淘沙
留在sunway redbox
留在跟你们走过的每一个地方

pei mei* carol* yu yang* ning ning

还留在KL的家
留在他的身旁

想念你们。
想念快乐。
想念你们给我的一切

开学日。 今天

Labels: blue mood

{Laugh as much as you breathe and love as long as you live}




they dun look happy like i am now

Labels: blue mood

{Laugh as much as you breathe and love as long as you live}




4 assignment
is not FUNNY at all

+

TWo exam come right after

and i am sitting here to blog...
damn it

CINDY LOW stay focus.

........back to the study desk now

Labels: blue mood

{Laugh as much as you breathe and love as long as you live}




deear 的宝贝手机被偷了

真是他娘的。。。不是在人潮汹涌的地方

是在家，而且deear 在冲凉

不幸中的大幸， 是没有其他东西被偷

可怜。。。

我知道他一定很心痛

笨贼。。。

你的手机一定会掉进马桶！！！

大烂人

Labels: blue mood

{Laugh as much as you breathe and love as long as you live}




心痛

真的不是一个形容词

是一种感受

那种感觉像电流

从心脏传到头顶在传指尖

让后会刺激泪腺

然后眼泪失控滑落

。。。

真的很痛。。。

我在哭。。。

心痛会让我有失去的感觉

一样对我很重要的。。。

我很害怕。。。

我们会放弃

佩玫和lyn lyn我好想念你们的拥抱和安慰

Labels: blue mood

{Laugh as much as you breathe and love as long as you live}




…my final is on Monday
Seriously I got no mood to study at all…
I going to blog tonight... lots of stuff…
Stupid connection can you please be more cooperative?

I dunno what I am thinking…kind of lost…u know that feeling?
I bet you dunno… I need to shout out … is my way to distress.. Ignore me k?

I am sad... feel lonely...feel lost...
Dun worry this kind of feeling always come once in few month times

Labels: blue mood

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