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Friday, February 27, 2009


杂 记@5:57 PM

曾几何时
开学期盼着放假
每天睡到自然醒
没有功课每天逛街
无限自由时间
上facebook 八卦
写部落格

现在的我我每天都可以做这些事
做到很讨厌自己
每天醒来
第一件事 就是查email
17email in your mail box
多么期待 ...
有那么1-2封是job application 的reply
妈的 都是facebook

虽然我很幸福
但我还不至于败家到
勇敢的购物逛街看戏唱k
最好足不出户shopping mall的诱惑太多
而我又是那种没买东西会心情不好的人

因为我的第一个面试
家人都很雀跃
但是他们都不敢给我任何压力
interview算顺利
可是还是那句老话等通知

爸爸说不用急反正我也养你20多年了
你回来啦。。。不然你去旅行咯
不是你不好。。。知道吗?
爸爸知道行情多坏

我对现在的日子一点也不enjoy
一点也不

不是说虎年我有贵人的吗?
你在哪里?

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Monday, February 16, 2009


姐妹@10:39 PM





感恩我们还有这样的机会还有我好客的姑姑
收容了我,还有我的好朋友
再睡在一起,一起煮快熟面, 一起逛街,一起唱k,一起八卦,一起聊通宵, 一起庆祝生日
就好像回到在college的生活。。。那么精彩!
还记着彼此龟毛的小习惯,还记得彼此爱唱的歌, 还记得很多很多
一起慢慢回味,那时候的我们可以那么疯狂
一起感叹岁月不留人,一起埋怨生活上的不如意
然后再以坚定的眼神彼此鼓励!


反复的看着照片
为了谈天都没睡上几个小时的我们
脸上没有一点倦容。。。敬业的招牌笑容
谢谢你们满足了我的下午茶梦
跟你们飚歌真的很high
很后悔那天唱k 没有点张惠妹的姐妹!

我们的common friend
来来去去变成seasonal friend
连M小姐都六亲不认了
大家都在感叹着朋友越来越少
人老了没有太多心力去维持

别担心对方的底我们都了如指掌
说话不用小心翼翼 放屁不用讲 excuse me
这样的我们 会一直

sister 下去
爱你们哦!

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Friday, February 06, 2009


recession@9:48 PM

RECESSION这个字听到我怕。。。

回来3天了resume一直在修改
虽然还不是正式开始找工但是还是会留意
jobstreet...job central...jobDB的网站
报纸在F1之前classified还是厚厚的
现在翻来翻去不过两面。。。
悲哀

以为出去走走
看看大家还在消费
可以暂时忘却找不到工的恐惧
怎知道连NTUC帮人称重的大婶
也在跟其他师奶讨论着他们的女儿也在找工
有人说2010年才复苏
有人说叫他们再继续升学
有人说不能怪他们找不到
。。。
听不下。。我拔腿就逃

有没有一个老板会读到这片文章?
请我吧? 我主修 one leg kick 的
哈哈

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Thursday, January 08, 2009


i am officially graduated@12:56 AM

PEOPLE... i am showing off here...

I AM OFFICIALLY GRADUATED
not with flying colours result
but is something better than i expected
WOHOO!!!!!

happy happy happy
will update more tomorrow

night lovely world
I AM SUPER DUPER BLESSED FOR WHAT I AM GIVEN
muaks

the first thing i go back to Singapore is to throw away Concumer Behavior book

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Thursday, December 18, 2008


愉快跳跃的心停在kukup@10:21 PM




无心插柳的提议 竟然促使了一个难忘的旅行
重拾了我们当年的回忆 延续了我们毕业五年后的友情
虽然已经过了两个星期
我还是不断重复的看着照片
傻傻对着电脑傻笑


这样的友情 谈何容易?
汗水与泪水的交织
我们为了kawad (marching)可以挺着大太阳不断练习
默契。友情。 关心
就是这样一点一滴的累积
毕业后我们为了学业各分东西
旅行之前担心的生疏一点也不纯在




10个女人边打麻将边唱歌
叽叽喳喳话题不断
圣诞神秘礼物交换
12月份birthday surprise
感性的真心话单元
无时无刻的自排
2天1夜真的不够我们讲




我们成长了
携带的护肤品多了爱美了
我们成长了
话题从学业方向到工作感情婚姻
我们成长了
更加懂得表达我们对友情的珍惜

姐妹们。。。
谢谢你们 让我拥有那么精彩的中学生涯
谢谢你们 那么投入的参与
希望我们在各自的领域都能一切顺利

爱你们哦!

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Sunday, November 16, 2008


回来了@9:03 PM

心不甘
情不愿
3天的假期
我回来了

头发剪了 但是不满意
菜头粿 没吃到
可是到吃了经济面
还有 D origin的西餐

和陈凤珊见了2次面
小育轩9个月了
他很像妈妈 身长脚长
超高的宝宝
有人还很骄傲的跟我炫耀他的BB
一直怂恿我结婚 哈哈

和苏先生废在一起
虽然没有到处去拍照
没有牵手去逛街
可是对我来说, 可以真真正正不用通过webcam
看到他 就很开心
虽然我总是会在他面前做一些笨事
拼命撒娇把他气得半死
哈哈

拨个电话
最好的朋友
爱人就能出现在我面前
如此的简单的要求
就是我快乐的泉源

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Friday, September 19, 2008


update@8:13 PM

consumer behaviour presentation is over
i rate 7/10 for group peformance
for myself 6/10... i was too too too nervous during presentation
We were the first group to present
Mr Jones was quite statisfied with our work :)
a very happy working experience with "young people"
******************************************************

i break the law
the singapore immirgration act section Section 15 (1)
Over Stay...10 days
$100 gone...
I thought it is a serious offence
but $100 fine ...
anyway they still renew my student pass
i am so worried how if the not allow me to renew
or chase me out of the country
according to officer this will not affect future application for work permit and all

how did this happened?

partly, my fault
partly, school fault
no point to explain anymore
heart pain...

***********************************************
new media presentation on Web 2.0
tomorrow ya is a saturday
i have class on saturday this whole semester
till then.

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Sunday, September 14, 2008


3个女人的一个下午@11:46 PM

人物:惠芝。康琳。我
关系:中学同窗。请按步操女兵连接查看更多
地点:city hall. o brien sandwhich

好久好久没有那么尽情痛快地说话了
3个女人一个巴刹用在我们身上太贴切了
不间断的话题夹杂着不同程度的笑声

我和惠芝以过来人的身份
在康琳还没到达之前已经猜测到
来新工作不到1个月的她一定会很受不了
新加坡人的态度更何况她是在
所谓的customer service department
简直会疯掉
众所周知
新加坡人出了名怕输, 怕死和爱投诉
我没有在背后讲别人的坏话这里的老师常常那么说
no offence but i think is really true.

结果不出我们所料
康琳一坐下来。。。
“我跟你们讲hor...."
我接了下一句很喜欢投诉是不是。。。
她的头只差没点到掉下来。。。
我很惠芝告诉她
不要期望会有什么改变
也不要期望你能改变什么
因为最终我们会麻木会同化
就像我们的新加坡式华语一样。。。被同化
我们不一定会爱上这里
留下来最大的原因就是那节节高升的兑换率

聊玩了工作大家忙着互相update
谁谁谁在一起谁谁谁分手了
谁谁谁。。。。
我们不是八卦。是关心哈哈

聊完了八卦聊美食
3个人一致认同新加坡的食物不好吃
3个人一起幻想着BP的炒馃条, 烤鸡翅,蚝煎,五香等等等
然后又聊了结婚要请谁
聊到了谁在我们之中第一个结婚就会有大红包
聊到怀孕
聊到管教孩子
聊 教育
。。。。

好充实的下午
回去的时候感觉有点喉咙痛
因该是说太多话了
但是真的很爽
希望我戏剧化的故事有娱乐到你们哦

下次的聚会
希望不会隔太久而且有更多人能出席

大家加油哦!

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Saturday, September 13, 2008


思念@2:05 PM

思念是一种很玄的东西
无影随行
歌原来不是乱唱的
自己做的选择
还能抱怨什么
羡慕别人什么

我跟你说如果可以每天在一起
就算等你打游戏机
等你下班回家
等你睡醒都很开心
你说我是傻婆
我想也是

*中秋佳节月圆人团圆*
我们用webcam团圆

中秋节快乐!

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Friday, September 05, 2008


ATTITUDE@12:09 PM

There once was a woman who woke up one morning, looked in the mirror,
and noticed she had only three hairs on her head.
'Well,' she said, 'I think I'll braid my hair today.'
So she did and she had a wonderful day.

The next day she woke up,
looked in the mirror and saw that she had only two hairs on her head.
'H-M-M,' she said,
'I think I'll part my hair down the middle today.'
So she did and she had a grand day.

The next day she woke up,
looked in the mirror and noticed
that she had only one hair on her head.
'Well,' she said, 'today I'm going
to wear my hair in a pony tail.'
So she did, and she had a fun, fun day.

The next day she woke up,
looked in the mirror and noticed
that there wasn't a single hair on her head.
'YAY!' she exclaimed.
'I don't have to fix my hair today!'

Attitude is everything.

Be kinder than necessary, for
everyone you meet is fighting some kind of battle.



Live simply,
Love generously,
Care deeply,
Speak kindly.......


Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass

source: e mail

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Saturday, August 30, 2008


发愿@11:19 PM



呼。吸
生。死
爱。恨

一线之差

愿我与一切众生
持的皆是善念
行的皆是善行
*********************************************

生活中往往都会发生不尽人意的事
马路上鲁莽的司机
餐厅里无礼的侍应
公司里无责任的同事
三姑六婆的邻居
在你背后捅你几刀的小人
父母,夫妻,兄妹, 婆媳,妯娌
之间的相处
摩擦在所难免

可是往往人永远只记得
怨
忘记了
恕
千金重的压力得不到释放
反而只记得谁谁谁的不是

放下。原谅。 感恩
forgive and forget
简简单单6个字
要做到真的很难
别当是一句口号
他是生活中的大智慧

当你能真心放下怨恨
诚心原谅及感恩的时候
最大的获益人是自己

为别人的一句话生气
1天
1个星期
1个月
1年
甚至一辈子

苦的不是是自己吗?

佛法说的放下感恩
耶稣说的不要含恨到日落

最近我怨太多了
一直都很不开心
突然想起了佛法
我会继续学习
把他们当作是磨炼我的菩萨
磨炼我成为更宽容的人

在心里我向我伤害的人求原谅
。。。

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Wednesday, August 27, 2008


这个小朋友。很贴心@10:24 PM


美丽的妈妈。母女俩真是个模印出来的


少了两颗门牙的小捣蛋


1月份的她是不是变得很快呢?

每一次从新加坡回来,总是会挪出时间跟于洋和宁宁见个面
认识他们两母女算一算也有4-5 年了
宝宝明年就要上一年级了
回想起初次见面她才3岁,还在喝奶瓶
是个好动的小公主,娃娃在他手里
不是断头断脚就是少了眼睛
我,佩玫和lyn都怕了她

于阳花了很多心思栽培她
她现在听话的多了
有耐性也很肯分享
喜欢读故事书
在幼稚园考试成绩也不错 。。。第四名加油哦!
哪天我考她英文翻译中文动物名称
camel, chicken, duck, lion
我想基本的都难不倒他河马她应该不会了吧
没想到
一秒不到
hippopotamus
她竟然会!
这个子我应该至少小学5年级才会的
现在的孩子真的太聪明了。

希望等佩玫回来
就可以和lyn还有他们去云顶啦!
期待

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Wednesday, August 06, 2008


LOVE BP@9:15 AM

I am back in Batu Pahat *my lovely hometown

to visit grandma
to meet up with all friends
to eat lots of food
to get my hair trim
to buy new shoes

all mission completed but i din get ANY shoes

Batu Pahat is a food paradise
i have a great time with my partner in "gaining weight"
ling ling and my Brother

satay
chicken wing
oyster omelet
fried carrot cake
men yi mee
grilled cockles
goi hiong (deep fried stuff)
ice kacang
fruit juice

statisfied yet regreted ...
diet is always a future tense for me...
friends pls stop comment i look slim on my display picture
my face always convey wrong message

not forgotten miss fong san...
we spend so much time in talking...
and will continue talk on phone when come back home...
and the bill will go rocket high...once in a while so nvm


no picture because i am busy eating
no picture because i dun want to show how fat i am

what a wonderful holiday...
and i finally remember i suppose to do my KOL revision
bleh :P off to study

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Thursday, July 17, 2008


对这其实已经麻木@2:01 PM

鸡奸
阿坦图雅
性爱光碟
贪污
司法事件
中饱私囊
卸任
交棒
= 政治。马来西亚的政治
前卫生部长。前副首相。前首相。在任首相。在任副首相

真的够了。
我感到很厌烦
人民已经对你们的新闻不感兴趣
请你们别再玩这种政治游戏
劳民伤财的事
对我国的发展并没有用

不是说要聆听人民的心声吗?
我们喊得那么大声, 你们却假装听不见
你们真的那么忙吗?

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Wednesday, July 16, 2008


hooray!!!@11:55 AM

i am tied with assignment...
submitted one on Monday... well done
and just finish another one...well done
hoorrayy!!

I gonna enjoy today ...
eat. read. rest
because i need to start my Global Media Industry tomorrow
sound boring ...i dun actually know what the hell i study this for?
and KOL presentation one next Monday

what a life @_@
student life :)
dun even dare to think about taking master...
i am not those study type
i am just not

i want real job
because i can do 1000 times better then study
anyway...bear with it
jiayou o!
one more semester i am free...

cross finger for all pass!!!

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Thursday, July 10, 2008


体弱多病@8:30 PM

人病 我一定病
我今天已经用了大半盒的纸巾了 。。。
妈咪常说我没用
人长得那么大。。。其实是胖
却一点抵抗力也没有
比别人容易受感染
平均我2-3个月一定会生病
身体的免疫能力却无法自愈
得依赖药物好讨厌啊!

现在鼻子好像水龙头
昏昏沉沉的,头重脚轻
。。。什么也做不了
睡也睡不着
讨厌啦。。。很辛苦
还有一堆功课

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Wednesday, July 09, 2008


狗咬狗@10:02 AM






Baobao was attacked by 3 street dog (BIG) last Saturday
She is still on medication now…but I doubt how long the side effect will last
*side effect- her action is overall slow down after the incident, she can’t even sit for 1 whole day and lots of funny thing she do…. She is on collar because her wound is glued not stitch, so her vision is limited to front view only… it makes her bang here and there quite often…haha
*mum is extremely gentle to her the past few days, she once again walking freely IN our house
Thank Buddha or God we din lose her…

Love you Bao Bao

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Thursday, July 03, 2008


little prince@5:20 PM


Hi I am Yu Xuan *pic was taken when he was 3 months old


aunty cindy with little yu xuan *ya i am aunt to him

i should have done it months ago...
i am sure he look very different now...
when i called fong san few days ago, he was yelling beside
all the funny language yi yi ya ya wu wu la...so adorable
when i call him through phone he actually looking where the voice from...
He is an angel. he make the wonder because he turn a lady to a real women

I must give some compliment to my dear sister
fong san is an incredible mommy
she puts in hard effort to become who she is now
of course the sacrifaction and decision she have made
i am touched when i feel the bonding and love between them
friend if you are reading this ... i am so proud of you

i cant wait to play with him again...
wonder he will remember me or not?
must buy something to bribe him...
haha see you soon
muaks

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Saturday, June 28, 2008


钱买到的快乐@9:50 PM

一向来我只是觉得我脾气不太好但我自认不至于eq低
但是星期五一早, 我做了一件很白痴的事
我很生气,气他更气我自己尽然跟一个小孩发脾气。。。

整个人很down, 跑到麦记点了一份 McGriddle
讲真的不是很好吃咯* 害花了我 $6.68
你想象一下 sausage & egg with syrup pancake = weird taste

我慢条斯理的吃
还看完了一份报纸
慢慢的走到学校
竟然我还是最早到的。

breaktime 的时候 Valarie 介绍我们看Get Smart说是一部很好笑的电影
她还在戏院失控的狂笑
我马上跟美芬说我要看,她很配合的说好
*其实很多次我们都想看可是想一下兑换率还是作罢吧,这就是马来西亚学生的悲哀。
不是看不起是不舍得,还想到可怜的爸爸每天都跟我说他压力大才抽烟*
下了课我们就往cineleisure直奔
选到了好位子再加上可以有学生价* 开心的咯

吃了午餐,距离开场还有2个小时
我就跟美芬开始找elmo行动* 给表妹的生日礼物(很坚持要hard eyeball de)
其实也没报太大的期望,因为找了几家都没有
皇天不负苦心人在takashinaya找到了而且是最后一只
*grin happy

Get Smart 我是从头笑到尾的
而且是拍手笑道很大声那种
谁管他开心就好!!
我强力推荐工作压力大的,心情不好的,失恋分手的到戏院笑一笑
虽然是没有什么深度的电影, 可是他能带给你莫大的快乐。

我这阵子的郁闷,也一扫而空。
有节制的小花费就可以让我开心起来!
以前在kl的时候太好命了。。。
看戏,唱歌,逛街最重要是伴
所以在这里才一直埋怨不开心。

我很kepo喜欢帮助人譬如问路的旅客
他我说声thank you我也可以快乐一天
曾经因为不赶时间我还带他去他所要到的地方呢!
*原因是他很帅但是带着老婆孩子

明天要到光明山当义工希望带给我更大的快乐。
加油!

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Sunday, June 22, 2008


I can cycle@11:07 PM

我告诉你们一个秘密哦!

我会骑脚车了!

不要笑!

真的很爽。。。
超有成就感的。。。
开心!

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怡然轩
心情的记录。
成长的见证。
真心的分享。
没有压力,写我思。写我想
体重永远是我最大的尅星但其实我也不太在意
家人和朋友是我最大的依靠但其实我想他们依靠我
希望生活里的每一个角色
我都可以做的最好

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